From Saturday afternoon to Tuesday lunchtime Night shift husband is, in fact, not NSH he becomes instead RGH (regular golfing husband). On the odd occasion if he is in the bad books he is ARGH I like to add the “A” and imagine myself donning a pinny and shaking a rolling pin. Make your own minds up about what the “A” stands for!!

That’s it, holidays over, back to work. So of course I have a really sore throat and am losing my voice! I wouldn’t crack open the champers, what a waste of 5 syns to celebrate in my pain and misery. (I now really want some champagne, the stuff from lidl £17.99 a bottle I think, is my new favourite drink and luckily I can’t afford it so that’s that)

Since my last post, if you (mysterious and lovely readers) were to ask me have I been 100% on plan my answer would be this: “medium”. Meals have been good good good but I have been doing far to much synstimating, you know “thasssabout 2, oneuvthemsabout 5, a scoopadatsabout 12” you get the idea. So I have 3 days til weigh in and I have planned and cooked it all using a multitude of fabulous gadgets. Looove my soup maker!

Some of the food made, eaten and prepared to be eaten include:

  • Beef stew – zero syns
  • Veg soup – zero syns
  • Thai chicken noodle soup (4 syns per portion – coconut milk)
  • Chicken, spinach and potato curry – zero syns
  • Overnight oats (not using miller lights because sugar is pretty evil and I am trying to limit it) -zero syns

I also have some 2 finger kit kats because the sun value (5.5) is well and truly tattooed on my brain. I can save myself from crap all day at the promise of a kit Kat and a cup of tea once the giant baby human has gone to bed.

Giant baby human has been enjoying his free food so far too. Curry was a fave I think. He made a zzznnnnlllllllll sound as if putting on a fake lisp and I have taken that to mean

“by golly mother what a fabulous chef you are, now rub some sudacrem on my bottom and entertain me with songs of how the lady rides and I promise never to ask you what a bobbin is and why you do so insist on winding it back and forth”

He is teething. It is a joy.

Aaaaaaaaaand back to work. School is where the cakes and biscuits are, where I don’t get time to go to the staff room so have to make sure my lunch isn’t so bland and limp that only a custard cream will get me through the day. I have therefore purchased a thermos food pot for keeping me food thermosed (or is it thermoosed?)

Short post this eve. Work tomorrow. Weigh in Wednesday…

Cheers mind



To slim or not to …. to slim god damn it!!!!

Ha! Just logged on for the first time since june, which coincidently was a post about slimming world and being rubbish. I was still breast feeding and really didn’t have my head in the game at all. 2 month old giant baby human, made planning and prepping easily over shadowed by picking and pigging! But no more my (non existent) readers, no more!!

I now have a 9 month old giant baby human, with teeth and everything! Best news is, he eats, anything and is basically now eating what night shift husband and myself eat. This has helped me sort my head out in terms of shifting my post giant baby human gains for a couple of reasons. Firstly, I ain’t putting crap in the giant baby human, secondly I have no clothes to wear!

So off I went to my local slimming world group. Sorry not just any local slimming world group (I have attended a few) this group is different and special and I know if I go it works as I lost loads and got to target on the week of my wedding. The members at our group are always awesome and our consultant is off the scale amazing! 

There were so many new starters (first session of the new year) so we had a big intro to the plan all together. I pretty much know it off by heart, so why you may ask, am I of the lard? Well (invisible) readers it is because I am a human night shift widow, I don’t eat enough fruit and vegetables, I like too much wine and am partial to the occasional hobnob (or pack there of)! Going to weigh and staying for image therapy is the magic fairy dust part of the plan for me. 

Anyway blank slate.

I am avoiding as much sugar as possible this time round so no muller lights or plastic cheese. This week I have made cottage pie, salmon, spag bol, turkey burgers, chips and curry (giant baby human blended curry does not look good!). Over night oats and pre boiled eggs in the fridge. Good start I hope. 

Starting weight: 12 stone 5.5

Target weight: 10 stone

Enjoy (pretend readers) my pictures of fooooooooods.

Cheers lovelies!


PS NSH is still about, still night shifting about the place, just waiting for him to go to work so I can go to bed! 

Not so slimming world and not so nightshift widow

Okay so I should be approaching my fourth weigh in and should have easily have lost nearly half a stone. Instead I missed my first week weigh in and my third and won’t be able to go this week… will go Wednesday instead… MUST GO WEDNESDAY INATEAD! My head has so not been in the game. This being a new mum and breast feeding a 2 month old almost once an hour is a little exhausting and I am still opting for something easy and yummy when the opportunity presents itself!

However, this week I am introducing a bottle or two of formula a day to give myself a bit of a break. Also it’s hot and I have nothing to wear so I really need to sort myself out.

Night shift husband (NSH) is working days for the next 2 weeks so that is going to throw me off but also will mean eating at normal times and not having to creep around or leave the house in the mornings. Plus he is there to “help” at night. I know he would help if he could but there really is no point in two of us waking up to watch me breastfeed the baby!!! However if one of the little ones bi-weekly bowl movements should occur when NSH is present, then he is more than welcome to help deal with the explosion!!!

So as I know too well, planning is absolute key. Off to Aldi first thing to buy lots of fresh fruit to make a massive fruit salad, bits to make a huge Greek salad and lots of other healthy goodness. 

Might also buy a paddling pool… for the baby of course, for the baby!

Baby is out, body is ruined!

In all honesty, I was quite amazed with how the human body bounces back after a baby and I am so so lucky to have zero stretch marks. In the first few weeks my belly shrunk and I was still eating rubbish. Great stuff! Now we are on 7 weeks since the amazing night shift baby arrived and I am beginning to put weight back on. Night shift husband is also piling on the pounds, so something must be done.

I am, once more, climbing aboard the slimming world train for the gazillionth time. 

Joined last week, have not really stated though because we had a little holiday, so it all begins tomorrow. 

I am going to use instagram to both share my ranty blog and post food and snack pics as that really helped me last time. I plan on blogging about the usual nonsense of being a night shift widow but will include my weight…

Nobody cares!!! I know but it will help and motivate me.

PS my boobs are massive and carrying the majority of my weight

Current weight: 12 stone 5

Target weight: 10 stone

Maternity leave panic

Last day of work before maternity leave for me tomorrow. I think I should be excited but I am feeling really anxious.

I am more than happy to be off work and be a mum. I don’t feel worried about the birth or the feeding or the lack of sleep or any of the mum parts. The anxiety comes from staring into the unknown tunnel with no clear light at the end. This sounds morbid, I don’t mean it to. 

I am finishing work but I do not have a job to go back to and it has suddenly hit me.

A pregnant 30th

What to do? Will be 36 weeks pregnant when it’s my 30th. Extremely bad planning on my part. 

Have gone through a couple of ideas:

  • Some sort of crafty endeavour at The Makery in Bath followed by lunch out.
  • Book local pub and invite other people to drink on my behalf.
  • Book local lush little cafe for a brunch/afternoon foody type thing.
  • Sit on sofa and allow others to bring me presents
  • Stay in jim jams and eat pizza whilst watching shawshank resemption

I really don’t know and I am so indecisive I know I will keep changing my mind which does not make booking something easy!